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About guybon

my Live is my Anvil, I am the hamer, the fire and the workpiece. In pursuit to be open,conductive,fitting to everything in harmony - like a liquide and a metal - zo my fire does not go down, gets everywhere, invigorating. giving live, and blessing

Mind is an illusionist.

Mind is an excuse machine

I feel fear when I want to write this.

Maybe this is my last blog message.

My mind is  blocked to form a coherent post

The reasonable mind comes up with excuses to cover for fear. It’s a flight response.

Plato presented that we do not see things as they really are. That we are in a cave and The world is outside that cave.. We see projection, and there is more.

There are two ways to discover. Analytical and Empirical (?What’s the connection with empire ?) Empirical is meditational .

– Besides this message, I feel that when I try to write this message that my mind accesses my linguistic frame of reference to write what I want to write. That accessing is a spirit, an intent . The fact that I can feel that show my current sensitivity in that regard. Which comes from my meditation –

Present yet not

I was meditating this morning in m bed and I felt I was imagining illusions about things.  I did not want that. I felt something related to seeing things as they are coming from the back of my head. that happened a few times.

I was riding on my bicycle, It’s dark outside. I was present – In that I was seeing traffic and traffic light -. And I was definitely present in that I noticed that what I was seeing was presented, projected to me. I felt that spirit, intent. And as happened before when I notice things – like a frame of reference instance – My focus shifts to seeing as it is. Which made me feel more present, sharper, brighter.

 

Other feelings

It’s so easy to be wrong, confused, misguided. With potentially dire consequences.

I noticed I mislabelled. I was about to label, name focus as mind. I but I was not happy about that. I examined it by putting my on mind. I noticed I that put me in rational thinking mode. After that I realized It was really focus that was the right word.

When I put my focus on spiritual travelling – a bit like a vision quest – I feel confident, calm.

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Target

From the bow of the target, we shoot.

It’s far. 

Blinded we are.

Passion.
Driven by our coachdriver.

We go where have to be or not to be.

Leash lose. Free. Accesible for which does not rhyme with the target.

But we may need it to reach the target.

revelation

Goed evening.

I had a good revelation tonight.

Reading through a magazine of http://www.velt.be I misread “eerlijk voedsel ” (honest food) as “heerlijk voedsel” (delicious food).  That got my head spinning.

food … >  consciousness of what we eat. That made me realize what I find most important in my life. being in my 46 year.

Consciousness.

Allergies

Allergie Fire

fenix immune

libre liberé liberty

Messiahs are phoenixes, freed from their allergies.

Righteousness Possessiveness Fear Poison Fire Cold Ego Morality Hungers Matter Thriving Living

St Job : A mad man ? Or one who wishes to free himself.

Do not step in a Phoenixes if you do wish to become enraged.

Amen

embarrassment

Today I felt embarrassed toward a woman. When I looked for why. I felt I was embarrassed because I love her.

I was at a table filled with people preparing a community meal. at first after my discovery I was quiet, surprised.

I said

“I have a problem”. I was asked why.

“I find myself embarrassed toward you”.

“why ?”

At first I was quiet. Then I looked towards the source again.

“because I love you” : even writing this last sentence causes a little anguish.

This is not the first time I did such a thing.

After words I feel better. Relieved.

Dimensions and distinction original intended

The previous message: https://steptoharmony.wordpress.com/2017/09/30/distinction-and-dimensions/

Was started Late at night after discovery.

The discovery

I was lying in bed meditating, Dealing meditatively with stress in the top of my head due to painful trigeminal nerve.

Fig 4 - Cutaneous innervation to the head and neck.

Dimension bit:  My habit – Do I wear that ? Does it wear out ? – is to be present there with my consciousness. Being careful not to add to the stress . This time I tried , found something different. Namely to send instruction to the spot. The instruction to relax. It worked.

Before I only worked with consciousness. I discovered a new tool, a new dimension.

That was then.

new discovery

I discovered I had to submerge and go to root of the problem.

The root IS more painful.

That is located high op in my nose.

Earlier today I felt it .

Its raw.

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